These words are punching holes through my teeth, breaking my jaw and making my gums bleed.
I never had the right things to say
But it never mattered anyway
Because it's fate that I changed and you left, you set your sights to grow in the south Midwest.
I'll over step my boundary and finally outgrow all my fears
And I have learned to keep my distance.
Indiana changed everything but things are better now I've lost my sense of disdain.
And you always said that I'll be in your head, Feel real in my own skin, I finally feel content.
With who I've become and all the things you've done, I'm just another pawn in all of the things you love.
I can't say that I feel blue just like your hair, how could you call me out and say I never cared?
It's a test of patience in learning how to face this
I know I'm selfish, at least I'm honest.