As I Weep

by Sowing

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released September 9, 2016

Recorded & Mixed by Bryce Mata
Mastered by Jeremy White at Whitenoise Studios (NC)
Cover Photo by Dayton Griggs


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Track Name: Within The Black (Guilty)
A dark and endless night
I strive to find
Some sort of peace
Some sort of reprise

Time after time
It all just fades away
The darkness confides
My thoughts and my mind

Im left to wonder
What is the difference
To be loved
Or To be lost

Im not waiting for someone
To help me progress
You can forget it
Ill just do it alone

Do I exist to suffocate, or drown
Heavens hand reaches down
You are always there, and so am i
I just turn away everytime

When i get out of this
Ill come find you
For a sort of meaning
To this disarray

I feel the weight
And its getting lighter
Or at least i hope
I always told you

Climb up the stairs and walk down the hall
Go unlock the door, im trapt inside
I never wanted this (Forget it)
I wanted this (Forget it)
Track Name: I Condemn Myself
"Holy places are dark places. It is life and strength, not knowledge and words, that we get in them. Holy wisdom is not clear and thin like water, but thick and dark like blood."
Track Name: (As I) Weep
Holy ghost pawn my dreams

I climbed the nearest mountain
And could not get down
Probably shouldnt have
But i did just in case
I Should have just slept in
Would have been better that way
Encase myself in the comfort
And the the misery

Secretly, I made my escape
I want to, to leave my mistakes
Forget all, at the top of the mountain
All of my, covered in the dirt
Past regrets, for no one to see
They eat away, don't dig them up
When i see your face, just think what could have been
Between you and me

But I don't want to.
Will you take it from me
Wipe the dirt from my face, with your own filthy hands

Filled with regret.

The Mud reaches around me
Will the depths of agony drown me (Drown me)