As I Weep

by Sowing

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A dark and endless night I strive to find Some sort of peace Some sort of reprise Time after time It all just fades away The darkness confides My thoughts and my mind Im left to wonder What is the difference To be loved Or To be lost Im not waiting for someone To help me progress You can forget it Ill just do it alone Do I exist to suffocate, or drown Heavens hand reaches down You are always there, and so am i I just turn away everytime When i get out of this Ill come find you For a sort of meaning To this disarray I feel the weight And its getting lighter Or at least i hope I always told you Climb up the stairs and walk down the hall Go unlock the door, im trapt inside I never wanted this (Forget it) I wanted this (Forget it)
"Holy places are dark places. It is life and strength, not knowledge and words, that we get in them. Holy wisdom is not clear and thin like water, but thick and dark like blood."
(As I) Weep 02:46
Holy ghost pawn my dreams I climbed the nearest mountain And could not get down Probably shouldnt have But i did just in case I Should have just slept in Would have been better that way Encase myself in the comfort And the the misery Secretly, I made my escape I want to, to leave my mistakes Forget all, at the top of the mountain All of my, covered in the dirt Past regrets, for no one to see They eat away, don't dig them up When i see your face, just think what could have been Between you and me But I don't want to. Will you take it from me Wipe the dirt from my face, with your own filthy hands Filled with regret. The Mud reaches around me Will the depths of agony drown me (Drown me)


released September 9, 2016

Recorded & Mixed by Bryce Mata
Mastered by Jeremy White at Whitenoise Studios (NC)
Cover Photo by Dayton Griggs


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